The Color Of Love

Love is not always about what we called happiness

Sometime Love is about sacrifice, hurt, and pain.

I’m sometime wondering.

Do i ready to face such as that love?

Sacrifice?? Hurt??? And Pain??

I have asked God many times.

“When will i ready to open up this heart again?”

“When will i ready to take this love as a challenge?”

And then the voice within my heart whispers

“Love depends on the point view of each person. What do you want to color your love? Full of sorrow or happiness? Eventhough you feel hurt and pain in your Love…It doesn’t matter. I f you want to open Your heart and see..And start coloring your love. Behind that hurt and pain, there are somethings you can learn. There are somethings beautiful. Joy and hope are hiding behind it, Cheering you and say : “YOU SHOULD STICK TO YOUR COLORS. Run and grabbed me into your love” Remember You are not alone! There is someone had ever felt that before you! He gave His life for someone. He did it for love. He sacrified His life for His Love. But, His pain and hurt brought His love into Life. Behind His sacrifice, there is something beautiful. Do you know who is His love? His Love is YOU. Yes You!!! Jesus died for You. He give you a brand new hope. So…… Which one do you choose? Love that fulls of sorrow or happiness? Coloring Your Love right now!!!!”

Well, The voice within My heart was right.

Eventhough Love is not ’bout happiness, but also hurt and pain..

It depends of how i color my love

Take the challenge and grabbed the joy..

Thank you Jesus

Your love has opened my eyes to see..

The color of Love


You, who I never know yet

Wherever You are

I’ll always pray for you

Even though I never see you this time

My prayer always guide your way

My love will always be Your light

Leading you to see me

Come to me, and found me

Hold me tight and never let me go

Until the day

God bless us under the rainbow

The unbroken rainbow of love


Yes, I’ll be waiting for you

‘till I know…

That Love is…





Listen To Me

I’m gonna tell you something

When I see you at the first time

I don’t realize that you are beautiful

You just come and sit beside me

You are wearing your headset

Throwing wide sweet smile to me

No words… No Sound

Great and an Unforgettable moment in my life


But after many years

You and I begin closer and closer

Every time I talk to you

My heart beats so hard lately

Is this love?

Should I call this as “LOVE”?

I’m wondering… Do  you feel the same??

Well, that’s a question that buried deep down in my heart..

I’ll keep it for myself


However Tuesday night at 9 P.M

I don’t know what happen

In the youth service, my question is answered perfectly

After leading the service, you come up on the stage

Call my name, while my heart is beating so hard

Then you begin to talk to everyone in the room

You say that You love me

And you ask me

“Are you willing to be mine?”

Oh My God.. I’m Frozen..

I cannot talk at all

But then I try to talk

“I’m sorry I can’t! I can’t refuse Your love”

That night really change my life

Then I remember..

Tomorrow is my birthday

28 August 2013


After 4 years..

One day you ask me to go to the top of the mountain

Hold me tight and say

“Do you love me?”

And of course I answer “Yes I do”

“Do you wanna do everything for me??”

Then I answer you

“Yes, I’ll do everything!”

“The last question : Are you willing to be mine forever?”

Can you see my face at that time..???

Weird! Yes I am!

In the middle of the frozenness, I answer you.

Looking into your eyes then say

“How could I refuse a very precious pearl in this world?? Well yes I am! I’ll be yours forever. ”


Then, the 2 weeks later

we are blessed under the rainbow of love…

I love you…

The one, who I never  know yet.


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